Hello everyone! I could not sleep last night at all. It was so crazy. Instead of going into a long, sad conversation. I will bluntly say what I need to. There is no real introduction for this piece. I kind of put it together in complete exhaustion so I'm not really sure it will flow well. I have written this for a wonderful person I know. He has made my life so great and been there for me when ever I needed him. I honestly do not know where I would be if we had never crossed each others paths. If he ever reads this he will know it is for him. And I hope he knows I still love him.



My Mistake

I feel so lost without you,
I guess I never knew,
How sad I would feel
While losing you.

You took that fire inside you
And gave some to me.
That fire is slowly draining,
Now darkness is surrounding me.

You gave me the strength to see,
That I can battle all my fears.
Now those fears are back.
And they are suffocating me.

You have given me happiness to make me smile,
And a hand to wipe my tears,
I have been crying so much,
Your hand is no where near.

Please do not think I am blaming you,
It was my own stupidity,
That pushed your spirit and happiness,
So far away from me.

Now I finally realize,
Something I never knew,
I know I can not live my life
Alone, or without you!