I am putting up those walls again.
So you will not really see.
That I am uncertain of the feelings,
That are overcoming me.
I feel like I have given you.
All access, the open door.
But I am haunted by
New confusing feelings.
So this door will be no more.
I can not allow this new addition.
To gain its control of me.
So pretend you never knew me.
Turn around and let me be.

I just wrote this up quickly but this could be an interesting piece. I will have to continue working on it.