Hello everyone!What beautiful weather we had today. These are a few of the pieces I did in creative writing class for my workshop writings about my characters. It is so awesome to see everything pulling together.

I've been a different person since that cataclysmic day. All I do is flash back and forth, in and out of the sounds and scenes of the room. Looking through that small hole in the closet door I saw my life change and become empty at the same time. The cries now echo through my dreams and the very thought of my dreams make me frightened. How could this happen to me and why did she do this? Will I ever be able to move on? Will I ever be that person I was before? These questions eat away at me. Honestly I can't find any hope and that scares me. I don't want this to happen to me. Can I even stop my thoughts from killing me? Can I stop me from killing me?

~Hello, everyone! Here is another piece I wrote several years ago. I actually found this one and the last one I wrote packed away in a box. Hope you all enjoy this piece. ~

My head is spinning and my heart is racing,
Standing confused I think,what turn is my life taking?
When will I find my purpose?
Where will I go?
Why does it seem like there is no one I know?
Everything is black, as dark as the night.
Where should I turn?
To the Left or to the Right?
Someone come and help me, before I lose it all.
Someone save me, before I let go and fall.

I thought I would share this sonnet by William Shakespeare. I personally find that Shakespeare was an incredible writer. I love his pieces and I love to one day see one of his plays. Enjoy!

Sonnet 116

Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O,no! it is an ever- fixed mark,
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come:
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error, and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

~ William Shakespeare~

Hello everyone! I could not sleep last night at all. It was so crazy. Instead of going into a long, sad conversation. I will bluntly say what I need to. There is no real introduction for this piece. I kind of put it together in complete exhaustion so I'm not really sure it will flow well. I have written this for a wonderful person I know. He has made my life so great and been there for me when ever I needed him. I honestly do not know where I would be if we had never crossed each others paths. If he ever reads this he will know it is for him. And I hope he knows I still love him.



My Mistake

I feel so lost without you,
I guess I never knew,
How sad I would feel
While losing you.

You took that fire inside you
And gave some to me.
That fire is slowly draining,
Now darkness is surrounding me.

You gave me the strength to see,
That I can battle all my fears.
Now those fears are back.
And they are suffocating me.

You have given me happiness to make me smile,
And a hand to wipe my tears,
I have been crying so much,
Your hand is no where near.

Please do not think I am blaming you,
It was my own stupidity,
That pushed your spirit and happiness,
So far away from me.

Now I finally realize,
Something I never knew,
I know I can not live my life
Alone, or without you!